{"id":218,"date":"1997-08-26T18:42:15","date_gmt":"1997-08-26T16:42:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pergamena.hr\/proba\/?p=218"},"modified":"2026-02-09T12:57:58","modified_gmt":"2026-02-09T11:57:58","slug":"skafander-i-leptir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/pergamena.hr\/?p=218","title":{"rendered":"Skafander i leptir"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"float:right;padding: 0 0 10px 10px\" class=\"interactive_right\"><div class='button_holder_right'><iframe src=\"http:\/\/www.facebook.com\/plugins\/like.php?href=http%3A%2F%2Fpergamena.hr%2F%3Fp%3D218&amp;layout=standard&amp;show_faces=false&amp;width=75&amp;action=recommend&amp;font=arial&amp;colorscheme=dark&amp;height=31\" scrolling=\"no\" frameborder=\"0\" style=\"border:none; overflow:hidden; width:75px; height:31px;\" allowTransparency=\"true\"><\/iframe><\/div><\/div><p><a href=\"http:\/\/pergamena.hr\/proba\/wp-content\/uploads\/1997\/08\/Skafander-i-leptir-naslovna1.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-748\" title=\"Skafander i leptir - naslovna\" src=\"http:\/\/pergamena.hr\/proba\/wp-content\/uploads\/1997\/08\/Skafander-i-leptir-naslovna1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"183\" height=\"270\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u2022 \u00a0Autor: <strong>Jean- Dominique Bauby<\/strong><br \/>\n\u2022 \u00a0Godina izdanja: <strong>1997.\u00a0 <\/strong><br \/>\n\u2022 \u00a0Uvez:<strong> meki<\/strong><br \/>\n\u2022 \u00a0Dimenzije: <strong>21.5 x 13.5 cm<\/strong><br \/>\n\u2022 \u00a0Broj stranica:<strong> 152<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u2022\u00a0 RASPRODANO<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Za zavjesom od tkanine izgri\u017eene moljcima mlije\u010dna svjetlost najavljuje svanu\u0107e. Bole me pete, glava mi je kao nakovanj, a \u010ditavo tijelo zatvoreno u neku vrst skafandera. Soba polako izlazi iz polutame. Pa\u017eljivo promatram fotografije dragih bi\u0107a, dje\u010dje crte\u017ee, zapise, malog biciklista od bijele \u017eice kojeg mi je poslao prijatelj uo\u010di Paris-Roubaixa, i podupira\u010d nad krevetom u koji sam utisnut ve\u0107 \u0161est mjeseci kao rak-samac na stijeni. Ne treba mi dugo da shvatim gdje sam i sjetim se kako se moj \u017eivot preokrenuo u petak, 8. prosinca pro\u0161le godine. Dotad nikad nisam \u010duo za cerebralno deblo. Toga dana, kad je kardiovaskularnim udarom deblo isklju\u010deno iz kruga, izravno sam otkrio taj klju\u010dni dio na na\u0161oj upravlja\u010dkoj plo\u010di, obavezan smjer izme\u0111u mozga i \u017eiv\u010danih zavr\u0161etaka. Nekad se to zvalo \u00bbprijenos do mozga\u00ab i od toga se naprosto umiralo. Razvojem reanimacijskih tehnika kazna je usavr\u0161ena. \u010covjek joj izmakne, ali zaradi ne\u0161to \u0161to je anglo-saksonska medicina pravilno okrstila locked-in sindrom: pacijent je od glave do pete paraliziran, zatvoren u vlastitu unutra\u0161njost, netaknuta duha, s treptajima lijevoga kapka kao jedinom komunikacijskom mogu\u0107no\u0161\u0107u. Dakako, u sve te dra\u017eesti zadnja uvijek biva upu\u0107ena ona najzainteresiranija stranka. \u0160to se mene ti\u010de, priu\u0161tio sam si dvadeset dana kome i nekoliko tjedana magle prije nego li sam pojmio stvarne razmjere \u0161tete. Potpuno sam izronio tek koncem sije\u010dnja u ovoj sobi 119 Primorske bolnice u Bercku, kamo upravo prodiru prvi titraji svanu\u0107a. Jutro je obi\u010dno. U sedam sati zvonjava iz kapelice ponovno po\u010dinje punktirati protjecanje vremena, \u010detvrt po \u010detvrt sata. Poslije no\u0107nog primirja, moji pretrpani bronhi opet bu\u010dno krkljaju. Zgr\u010dene na \u017eutoj plahti, ruke me bole iako ne mogu odrediti jesu li vrele ili ledene. Bore\u0107i se protiv ankiloze izazivam refleksni pokret rastezanja i to mi ruke i noge pomi\u010de za nekoliko milimetara. \u010cesto dovoljno da se sti\u0161aju bolovi u udovima. Smanjuje se pritisak skafandera, a duh mo\u017ee vrludati poput leptira. Ima toliko posla. \u010covjek mo\u017ee poletjeti u prostor ili u vrijeme, po\u0107i u Ognjenu zemlju ili na dvor kralja Mide. Posjetiti voljenu \u017eenu, uvu\u0107i se k njoj i milovati njeno usnulo lice. Graditi dvorce u \u0160panjolskoj, ste\u0107i Zlatno runo, otkriti Atlantidu, ostvariti dje\u010dje snove i tlapnje odrasla \u010dovjeka. Dosta rasipanja. Najprije moram sro\u010diti po\u010detak ovih bilje\u0161ki s nepomi\u010dnog putovanja, da budem spreman kad stigne izdava\u010dev \u010dovjek koji \u0107e ih zapisivati prema diktatu, slovo po slovo. U glavi svaku re\u010denicu deset puta promijesim, izbacim poneku rije\u010d, dodam pridjev i u\u010dim tekst napamet, poglavlje za poglavljem. Sedam i trideset. Tijek misli prekida mi bolni\u010darka. Prema to\u010dno odre\u0111enom obredu razgr\u0107e zavjesu, provjerava traheotomiju i kap-po-kap, i pali televiziju radi vijesti. Crtani film upravo pri\u010da pri\u010du o najbr\u017eoj \u017eabi na Zapadu. A da za\u017eelim biti pretvoren u \u017eabu? <strong>\u00a0<\/strong><strong>(Iz prologa)<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>J. D. 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